Good night my world

My heart and my mind

So I will say I am leaving

Going away and walking that long road

Tears falling and the trees grow

And the headstone states

Here lies a soul

And here lies the heart that bleeds

Here lies a mind broken

And

Here lies life

So trashed and discarded

Not even regarded nicely

Here lies the one

I think I died tonight

But that’s not something you remember

Just darkness and loss

Just death

I don’t remember but I will never forget

Never regret

Never cry

As the world strays on the road of the damned

Mum to

The expectations and the forgotten

The greatness sullied and broken

And the poet

Slowly departed

Good night

And let’s get this started

☀️Thinking Easy☀️

Thinking Easy

Have you ever awakened

To music

That sweet serenade as nature

Awakens

Calls your name

Says the things you need to hear

Lulls you into that place

That so long ago

So many years

So many times

You have forgotten

Misplaced in the myriad of emotions

Contradictions and aggressions

Or just lost

Like silent keys of the song you knew you loved

But lost

In a dream never ending

A sleep all enduring and tears

Constantly flowing

As eyes slowly opening and

Nature gives that wake up call

This is not about you

You are just a slice of a greater all

Your joys and pain contributing

To a dim that goes on and on

The rain still falls and the song

Will always go on

The little drummer striving to surpass everything

And you realize you are just

One thing

Not even a flea on the stage

A bit player on the stage

Screaming never more never more

And then

Nature calls

You open your eyes to sunshine

And find peace

Once more

~2018. a Mr. Omavi lyric.

Right Now

What’s better than livingLaughing and crying

Loving 

What’s better than walking 

Spreading wings as time flies

Singing songs as sun dies

And moon rises to eclipse norm

Shouting so loud

Stomach boils

Saying everything but nothing at all

Speaking with tongues 

When just a wink is never enough

Reaching out to the dagger in this heart

Passion is just the side effect

Of bringing love 

But right now 

I only hold a good thought

Only wanting more than the world gives

I will live

Right now

A little something…

Tomorrow I will love

So hard that

Time will stop

That’s what I’ll do

Love so deep that 

Even time will stop

Did I say time will stop

But she won’t love me

She won’t want me

I know this 

But still I’ll love love

Love the idea of love 

The feeling that love loves

But today

I don’t give a flip

Just musing …

Today I smiled

And today tears dropped 

And I realized

I became the monster

I tried not to be 

Became the horror 

So far away from me

Became my father

At least I did not have all the kids

But I did have the stone

And roll I did

Need

Need
What do you want

What do you need

Feel

What you don’t feel 

Becomes a vagrant wish

The noise at the beginning

Doesn’t hide the horror at the end 

No laughter can disguise lose

No joy really wins 

No smile can ever represent 

The broken heart that forever cries 

And the soul always lies

But what you wanted

So tainted because 

Hurt seem so far afar 

And hunger was tempered 

As anger never knew that good night 

And annoyance 

You felt

But really what did you feel that night 

Hands around throat

Knife so sharp

Hmmmmmmm

Did you say goodnight

Or did night just creep into your life 

Did you find what you needed

Or did what you needed

Knock on your door 

And gave you so much more 

A thing you never 

Bargained for
Copyright 2016. Omavi.

This is for today ….

This is for today ….
I talk 

Will you listen

Will you listen as I whine of yesterdays

Talk of the games played in never days 

Talk of tongues talking but not listening

Talk about the mysteries still living

See moon rising as the sun relieves its charge

Talk about the waves that the moon moves along

Thinking about yesterday as tomorrow

Just comes and comes along

The music of the heavens 

The happiness of many hearts

Let’s talk about that kiss that made you lost 

The moment you rose to the stars and

The time you lost so much

The happiness tinged with moments dash to dust

Let’s talk about the life

Mother never told you about

The moments when mind cries and heart

Says 

Enough

When will is the only friend coming along

When spirit refuses to die

And that spark is the only savior thought

Let’s talk

I will listen

No food is feed to closed mouths
Copyright 2016. Omavi.

When Disillution Becomes

When Disillution Becomes

i won’t. today I will not be silenced
I will not just. Be. I will live. I won’t
Accept your story. I refuse even my story.
I won’t. Cater to you. Fluff you. Be you.
I won’t. Understand the flow of norm.
I won’t. Prescribe to what should be thought.
I won’t. Laugh. Ain’t nothing funny no more.
I won’t. Love. Love went out of the devil’s door.
I won’t cry. I won’t feel. I will just be silent.
I’ve learned that saying equals caring.
I don’t care no more. I don’t. Care.
Don’t want to play this game anymore.
Don’t want to be. Adult. No I don’t want that
No more. I won’t.
I refuse to cry anymore.

The Still

The Still
She said and I said

We talked but words escaped

And feelings made such mistakes

The heart got broken but it was never whole

The arms tried to hold

The lips wants so much to taste

Kisses that make the eyes roll

And finally see that she is me

She said

I accepted every word dropping from her lips

Every sentence drew me along 

I needed, I need this

Her lies comfort me, I won’t lie

Her heart I chase still, I love her 

Still

What demons may present, her love

Remedies all my multiple ills

She said

Lost in her words

Slowly killing me she is, I love her

Still in my mind, she is the beginning of some end

Fingers bleed and a kiss 

Died me

Still, she said 

I don’t want you

I love and I die 

Still
“F.U.C.K.”

Copyright 2016. Omavi

Alive
Yes I am and yes I will
Be the man
Be the epitome of greatness
Be the singer of old songs
Be the maker of creation
I will be alive
So alive I will fly
I will rise above the normality
A causality of ecstasy
Loving
Living
I will rise on tattered wings
Walk on feet suddenly strong
Laugh at life
I will strive
So alive
So alive